Hellos dear darling people ! [[: lols, not so emo today ain't i ? wahahaha, thats a good thing right ? i'm happy today ! cause i finally learned how to play the choice piece with a nicer and more in tune-d sound ! wheeeets ! i'm seriously very scared . SYF's in 2 days, and it's my very first SYF in singapore ! EVER !! And i'm the only one playing most of the second flute part, and i'm very afraid i'll play out of tune or something . oh gosh, needs extreme help NOW ! Thinking about SYF, i think i improved in loudness [[: Mr Tan said i play loud, but not in tune ._. Opps, sorry Nadia ! i'm practicing to be in tune with you alot now ! [[:

Today's rehersal was a blast ! Had tons of fun with Nadia, Douglas, Iris and Shuyun . Nadia, Douglas & Iris was about the fanning . we started using our scores to fan ourselves . in the end, the juniors started fanning the seniors . and i actually just found out that i'm the only secondary 2 in the first row . LOL, i didn't notice actually . With Shuyun was when we saw the secondary one's marching . and we started to follow them march [[: Michael told us to GET LOST cause i think we were distracting the secondary one[s] . saw wensin && zaffer[?] . Kimyen didn't come because she wasn't feeling well D': Get well sooooooooooon !! Kimyen, did you know when you weren't here, he kept asking me : " secondary one[s] here already ? " you should know that his actually finding you not the secondary one[s] !

today totally met vickie at sheng siong in the morning . than i heard that non-competition band wasn't even suppose to come to band today . so gooooooood ! hahas, at least besties get to rest for a day without practice . and this now makes me wonder why did permyod came today . after that ezidah came and we started crapping ! douglas and Kimyong than came . Than Charlotte and i started following her every every where ! than nadia came and we started crapping around with gary . WAHAHAHAHAHAS, today band started quite late .. and it ended quite early toos . band today was really fun okay .

I'm actually suppose to be in a really good mood now, but it seems i suddenly feel very sad and i need someone to talk to urgently )': . Nadia, you should know why right .. i tell you everything . and i really need you right now, here, now, forever . your my best senior ever, of course derrick too, and i dont want you to leave the flute section . you leave and this flute section will suffer under pressure . i think . LOLS . Maybe not the section, maybe me only . random but true . seriously i'm turning crazy sooon . ARGH !

I just ended my game with Vickie and Jiashen in audition . and currently viewing hafiz's blog . saw my totally unglam picture with him . OMG ! hahas, i owe people pictures and i haven't updated pictures for a long time . and i seriously neeed someone to be here now . But i think we wont be friends again . lols . I NEED SMSES && MSN CHATS URGENTLY ! ARGH, feeling really pissed off . saw something i dont want to see . argh, i think it's pressure . and i think i'm having a real problem cause i'm pissed for nothing . and my new internet connection SUCKS ! really shouldn't have asked him to buy this . IT SUCKS .

Insanity = me . it's something i cant lose and will never lose . esther' right, i should actually forget about it . in fact, i forgotten about it a long time ago . but every time i see her i wanna slap her in the face . stupid girl . dont make my friendship with dongxuan end also . your so damn pissing me off . From Happy Tree Friends, now become shyt =.= IHATEYOUJ .

going audition before vickie spams .

night-night .

LynnChuaKaiJun: BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !